Spur of the Moment

I do alot of things like that.

Just, out of the blue.

I'm not exactly sure why.

Maybe it's to fill some part of me. A part unsatisfied by everyday life. Perhaps the part that drives me to starve myself... Thin... Thinner... Thinnest....

When it comes right down to it, I don't know alot of things.

I guess I could be considered extremely smart, but in this one matter....

I am oh so stupid. (Tried to think of a fancy word for stupid... and failed.)

What exactly drives a person to destroy themselves in such a manner?

This is something I want to know, and aim to explore with this blog.

One question,

"WHY?"

The how goes with it after the fact.

So here I am.

~Aniela