Just got off the phone with the boyfriend.
It's so hard sometimes...He's borderline schizophrenic, but I knew him before he was that way. Before his mind turned on him.
My heart aches for him.
Even more for my own hypocrisy.
I had a shake today when I got home from school, after an afternoon spent on a school bench with D. The crisp December air all around us, laughing and reminiscing- I feel like I'm forever losing touch.
Like reality is splitting in my grip.
Turning into a twisted wonderland.... where evil parties in playhouses...
It's hard to explain.
OHH on a lighter note, (gotta love those puns) my shake consisted of-
-1 banana (90 cals)
-9 frozen blue berries (9 cals)
-3/4 cup soy milk (40 cals)
-1/2 cup water
-2 Hyroxycut diet pills
All in a blender and blend blend blend!!
Yes, it does taste sorta icky, but the water smooths it down enough, that you can just swallow it. And tastes like banana.
The soy smoothes it, and the diet pills + water equals full & a high metabolism!
Ha. ha HA.
I'm probably gonna fuck up my blender/insides.
I mean, what's the difference?
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